Everyone would always compliment my breathtaking
smiles and bright eyes that just lit the atmosphere. I was happy about everything and it shows in
my interaction with others because I rarely get offended or show any feelings
of disappointment by any mean, rude, smart comments made by others. I was instilled with enough confidence to
know that people will take my kindness for weakness; I will not be liked by
many; and there are people who work relentlessly to burst my bubbles. Despite the imperfect world that we live in,
I force myself to believe that everyone is entitled to get the benefit without
any doubt and a second chance is also imminent.
I also strongly believed in Love that I would be
swept off my feet by Prince charming when he comes along. Yes, I did believe Disney’s fairytales,
watching them all from Cinderella to Snow White. For the ones that I wasn’t able to VHS, I
searched for books just to immerse myself in the fantasy of finding Love. I was so brainwashed by this indelible dream
that when I was been pursued, I thought that their act of Love was premature
and doesn’t fit the ideals that I have set for myself.
Putting my beauty aside, I have attracted the
attention of many because of my intellectual capabilities. Everyone become at ease and can relate to
someone who can have a meeting of the mind.
I am aware that I am not that bad to the eye but didn’t consider myself
a sex symbol of any sort. Likewise, I
would not glue my attention to physiques but I am big on cleanliness, neatness,
self-control and respect.
At
some point in time, we all ask/want/need a big 'break' but who have really put
thought to the dynamics; in order to get a break, you must be 'broken?' Sometimes you also have to be ‘broken in’ as
well. My journey to health and fitness
was on onset by a mix of emotional discontent, hereditary family traits, and
lifestyle changes.
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